oo~ i think i should take some time off to blog b4 heading to slp. somehow i just need some place to voice out b4 i can go slp peacefully. LOL

The issue now abt lacking of girls company and such could sometimes get into a person nerves. No doubt I can say that I doesnt have much female friends ard, but that certainly doesnt means i've no life? I hated it when ppl start saying that all i can do is to going to the arcade and spend my day there jus playing games and the best part? ask me to grow up. WAD THE FUCK AH~ Does a person really have to stop going to the arcade to be a grown-up? I liked going to the arcade to de-stress myself and what's wrong with that ? -_- sometimes I seriously think that ppl should change their mentality on guys going to the arcade.

how a person manage their life depends on themselves. Whether a person is a grown-up or not doesnt neccessary depends on what they do. It is how they think when they are mixing with their diff grp of friends.

I may not be really that popular among girls but i can say that i dont really create a negative image of myself to those that i know. Somehow if you ask me why am i not finding 1 yet, the only honest reason i could probably give is that as for now, i still couldnt really find 1 that i could entrust my happiness to. haha.. sounded so... idealistic right ? LOL! But I dun think its good to rush into a relationship too. Cos most of the time, it will always end up wrong. ( no offence to any friends of mine. =X ) thou there are some fortunate cases whereby things turned out diff.. bu the amt of it..is sooooooo little.

and if I'm to think for the future, I would think that as for now, career is occupying the top spot in my piriority list. If you have no money, you doesnt have the rights and financial to support your family. as for the finding a suitable gf part, just gotta take a step at a time. thou i speak so much abt putting my studies first and not to rush.. but i cant deny saying that i am hope to find 1 too.. =P In the world, I think all guys would wish to have someone by their side. but life is unpredictable.

Most importantly, treasure your family, and those friends of yours who had stand by ur side in times of trouble. those are the things that cant be replace once lost. I am quite thankful that I've a grp of close friends by my side when I'm happy or sad. ^^ and when the time is right and probably with some *luck* factor in it, who noes we could even find ourselves our partner in life for the future? haha...

feels good to let everything out even thou there are a certain portion of tots not being penned down due to tireness creeping in. Z_z guessed its finally time to slp. In Ryo's term, we all need our 7 hr of uninterrupted slp (even thou now its closed to 2am! and i am sure i would have less den 7 hrs of slp. =X) i can feel...my bed calling out to me~ Nights !

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1:29 a.m. 2008-06-30